Extreme Love / Extreme Pain

The feeling of extreme love, love so chest cracking terrifying in its wildness is the exact same feeling as extreme pain.

I just received some upsetting news and the shock and expansion of my heart was the same sensation I get when I watch my boys sleep.

Out of control with love. And terror.

That we don’t know anything; and the more we love the more we loose and the more we love the more we gain and that puts me into bed, with the covers pulled up. Breathing in and out. Trying to stay open to the awe.