Advice: Can You Imagine Getting More Than You Think You Deserve?

Question: I don’t even really know where to begin. I’m having a really hard time letting go of an ex-boyfriend. I feel so broken. When my ex and I started “dating”, we sort of “decided” on each other really quickly, fell really hard and fast, and then tried to scramble and put all the the pieces together.  We told ourselves …

Advice: Don’t feel sad, bad or mad

Question: Why do I hate myself for feeling sad? Every time that something happens in my life to upset me I immediately tell myself why I’m a bad person for feeling sorry for myself. I’m over reacting, there are people who have it worse who are more together, how can I even presume to know what real sadness is? So …

Why am I sometimes sad and why do I revel in it?

You know when you feel like shit but you are embarrassed to talk about it because you are “supposed” to be postive and thankful for your blessed life. You know when it’s dark out and you’re shivering and the people you rely on aren’t around, or if they are it’s not enough so you feel mighty sorry for youself. You …

Advice- The Great Self Love Reset

This was the first question ever asked of me. It is also the hardest. I have been putting off finding an answer. Here is me doing my best on a topic close to home. How do we love ourselves in spite of ourselves? CLICK on the link below. the-great-self-love-reset   “You can be the most beautiful person in the world …

Let it go a little messy

If you haven’t noticed by now I’m a spiritual junkie. I’ve been searching since I read my first self-help book when I was 12 called Reviving Ophelia. It was about depression in pre-teens and I was self-diagnosing. I’ve been to a crystal bowl playing hypnotist to connect with my unborn fetus. I’ve travelled 1000’s of miles to meditate under the feet of a Guru I never met. I take “Feminine Treasures” classes to get into my Goddess power. I have swam with motherfucking dolphins. It constantly amazes me that as a cynical and dark woman I’m continuously drawn to the esoteric and I’ll pay a shitload of money for it too. The most recent foray into the unknown was skyping with a woman about my akashic records. The following is a excerpted transcript of our conversation. It’s what I’m working on right now and It’s the hardest fucking thing I’ve ever done in my life…

It's hard, to let yourself be loved.

…Your love

Should never be offered to the mouth of a

Stranger,

Only to someone

Who has the valor and daring

To cut pieces of their soul off with a knife

Then weave them into a blanket

To protect you…

It’s hard, to let yourself be loved.

…Your love

Should never be offered to the mouth of a

Stranger,

Only to someone

Who has the valor and daring

To cut pieces of their soul off with a knife

Then weave them into a blanket

To protect you…

surprise! It's all okay.

Sometimes after all the shit rolls down the hill and I think it’s all too much to bear and I have finally ruined everything for good-I remember to try to breathe or I crawl into a ball and close my eyes. All that is left inside me is goodness and light and I cannot deny the kindness of the universe. …

surprise! It’s all okay.

Sometimes after all the shit rolls down the hill and I think it’s all too much to bear and I have finally ruined everything for good-I remember to try to breathe or I crawl into a ball and close my eyes. All that is left inside me is goodness and light and I cannot deny the kindness of the universe. …